Wednesday, January 9, 2019

01.08.2019

You were in my dream again. 

The set up was the same as where I currently live-bedrooms at the end of each hall and then it opens out unto the living room.  You just got out of the shower from one bedroom and you had a towel around your waist and getting read to close the door.  Then I call a friend of mine to my room so we can hang out.  You show her your penis and I get upset and close the bedroom door.
I decide to confront you about it and ask "Do you want to fuck her!?" You do not say anything, because you do.  Then I am more upset, because "I thought we were going to be the ones fucking!" I proceed to ask if the time apart and space has given you clarity on if you want to be with me or not and you don’t answer because you DONT want to be with me. Then I get upset and kick you out. I start cleaning because I’m upset and I throw a lollipop down the hall. But you’re fine. Dressed in your same pjs, white shirt with gray bottoms, watching TV the in the living room. Not caring that you just broke my heart...

And shattered my world.

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