Seattle

"The greatest gift you have ever given me is the courage to leave, and to experience."

This was such an honor and nice thing; but also, there was not anything written about the great love we had and the amazing love I gave.  I have to be optimistic because it was a nice and meaningful.


But I can't help but feel a little sting.

Damn

Today was hard.



I said goodbye and I guess I expected you to say bye too.


But you didn't.


You didn't say anything...and I think that hurts more.

Lady A.

3.2.19

I miss you.

I can’t make you love me. 
Every time I see a black Jeep Cherokee my heart drops hoping it’s you. But I know, every time that it isn’t. Because that isn’t you. You don’t show grand acts of love. You dont show up where I am and tell me that you love me and made a mistake.


And I can’t make you want to..

This Week

It is one of those weeks where I miss you.

I miss you everyday...