Time to move on.

Forgetting is something I am used to nowadays. I should know that a simple and little thing like this wouldn't be remembered. I made plans and we talked about how excited we were to do them. A few days before and you forget anything we had talked about or why were were even celebrating.
It hurts.
I don't know how else to say that my feelings are hurt.
This whole week has just been a bunch of hurts for me, do I stick around to get hurt some more?
I don't know.

In a few days we will have made it six months, that really isn't that big of an accomplishment to some people but it feels like forever. I have been happy, for most of it.
Sometimes I wonder if it is worth it...at the moment I cannot honestly say if it is. And that kills me inside because we have been through so much together. I am not quite sure what else I can say or do that will make you understand how I feel.
I understand forgetfulness. Look at me.

I just don't know how much more my heart can hurt. Especially over little things.

It's sad

When someone who you thought was your friend isn't. I thought we were best friends and you just used me do you wouldn't be alone at practice. Right after Nathan you ignored me and you know what, you're a crappy friend. I didn't realize it until now but I'm done hurting because you just used me. So I'm glad your happy and having fun at school but just know I'm not wasting my time on you anymore.