Forgetting is something I am used to nowadays. I should know that a simple and little thing like this wouldn't be remembered. I made plans and we talked about how excited we were to do them. A few days before and you forget anything we had talked about or why were were even celebrating.
It hurts.
I don't know how else to say that my feelings are hurt.
This whole week has just been a bunch of hurts for me, do I stick around to get hurt some more?
I don't know.
In a few days we will have made it six months, that really isn't that big of an accomplishment to some people but it feels like forever. I have been happy, for most of it.
Sometimes I wonder if it is worth it...at the moment I cannot honestly say if it is. And that kills me inside because we have been through so much together. I am not quite sure what else I can say or do that will make you understand how I feel.
I understand forgetfulness. Look at me.
I just don't know how much more my heart can hurt. Especially over little things.
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