honest to blog.

i am going to be completly[sp?] honest with everyone.

BB: yes, i am upset. i wont lie to you anymore. i am angry about my party and i am was upset that you had his heart-i am over it. i dont want to hear your sorry[about my party or alfonso] it just gets really irritating because so many people say sorry and dont mean it that now i dont know who to believe. i dont want anything from you-i just want you to know why i am upset this time...because i told alfonso if i should be scared when he told me he liked you, he said no. i didnt believe him. the reason i was scared was because of last year-with edgar. i dont want to get close to anyone because they might like you, they might leave me for you...yes i am insecure but dont tell me i dont have a reason.

AL: i have pretty much told you whats up. i am angry with you. so angry. sometimes i dont even want to know you. i am so tired of crying so i wont. i dont blame you for liking her. I AM GLAD YOU TWO WILL BE/ARE TOGETHER. really, you wanted me to not like you, so i am not. i will always be your friend and i think thats the best. i think that everything will work out with you two. have fun; treat her well because i know you will.

ED: MUAH! hahaa i love you!!! haah i cant wait to hang out with you when the ball drops! ah, yay we get to play football/basketball again, that was fun. anyways, honest...nothing i havent already told you. i miss you, very much and i will always love you. thank you for letting me talk to you through all the drama, thank you for listening. i really dont know what i would have done without you. anyways, ta ta for now :D

JON: i want you to know i have been thinking about you this christmas break, i dont know if you have wanted me to. i know you know...i dont know what to say....not sorry, because i'm not...and if you dont know what i am talking about message me...hope you are having a better vacation than i am.