I was looking at an old blog and it is so sad to think how far we have come; we do not speak anymore and we were so close. I did not know you cared that much about me and maybe because you have caused me so much pain I simply just forgot. I told you everything and it is so strange that we made each other feel like we were not good enough. I was insecure (and still am) and so were you; we were just a couple of kids trying to figure this world out and instead of being supportive and helping each other get through the hard times, we pushed each other down and made it a competition. I am sorry I was not the friend I should have been to you. I really did love you and cared about you; looking back I realize that I should have helped you see your potential instead of trying to just make myself feel better. We both should have known but we did not know any better...
Looking back on your blog, it makes me happy to know that you cared about me as much as I cared about you. I am glad for the years we spent together and apologize for not being able to be the friend you deserved. If there ever was a time when we would reconnect, I promise that I will allow your light to shine and never let you forget your worth. I hope you would do the same.
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