Friday, January 22, 2016

Refresh

After that last post some of you may ask "why are you with this guy? Do you still love your ex?" And the answer to those questions are very simple.

1) I love my boyfriend and he makes me so incredibly happy. So simply that's why I with him. He pushes my buttons but he has also made me a better person. He has taught me what's important and what I ultimately want in my life. I feel like he has grounded me. Many people tell me that we will not last because I'm such a free spirit and I want to do so much with my life and he doesn't. They don't know him. We want the same things in life and we compliment each other really well. I bring out the silly in him and he helps me tone down (let's face it, there is such a thing as too much). He is the first person I want to share things with and do things with. If something goes right I tell him first; if someone makes me mad I tell him first; if something goes wrong I tell him first. I look to him as my companion and as someone I go to. I don't think I tell him enough how much he means to me. But he does.






2) I love my ex in the sense that he was my first love. I don't really need to go into detail because I already wrote about it. But yes, I will always love him. He taught me so much about life and love and what an immense amount of hope and faith and love can do. I wish him well in his life and hope he finds real love (if he hasn't already).




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