What hurts the most

I do not know what you are going through, A, but I am sorry that you have to go through it.
It has not hit me that he is gone and it is almost two weeks.  It does not feel real and I guess this is normal since this is my first time dealing with a death...which is interesting because we were not close...but I was close to you and  I knew how much he meant to you.
I am thinking about you a lot and I want to just talk to you and hang out.. I had a dream about you last night and we were living together again.  It was fun and I made cooks..

I miss you and I know that you know that you don't have to face this alone.
You have always had me and always will.