The words I couldn't ever say...

This is for someone who I haven't talked to in awhile:
I think you are a really mean person. You have some issues...really. I was jealous of you until i realized how insecure you are. What you did was messed up. I'm not going to say none of it was my fault, that'd be a lie. Part of it was my fault. I trusted you and then you did some messed up things. I'm better without you..honestly....I won't forget the laughs we had, those were fun-wheb you were truly genuine. I won't forget the taco tuesdays and the sta memories and the shopping cart we rode in. Those were good memories..but if I'm being honest, I don't want those days back. NONE of them.

This is for someone who I used to be in love with:
Dear boy...Dear, dear boy...you meant everything to me...oh you did. I really don't know how I could be so stupid though. I believed your lies and it hurt to know that you did it. The memories we have shared were good ones, I'll remember alot. Mission beach, movie every weekend, hanging out with each others family. I, also, don't want any of those days back. Our relationship was in the past...it's over. It was nice, really. I don't want to be with you though, not in the future...you hurt me too much. When
I told you I loved you...I really meant it.

This is for someone who has been nothing but an amazing friend:
You have been there with me through everything. The "slab" at lunch was a great place to eat because of you. My first two years of high school were SO enjoyable because of you. The best part of this is that so will my last two years. You are my date for prom and I can't wait!! I have told you everything that I have been through and thank you for not judging me..Thank you so much. You really are my best friend and I can't wait to have so many more amazing memories with the awesomest drawerer EVER!! I love you, My Best Friend.

This is for someone who I dream of:
My love...Ah :] You make me so happy. You make me so angry. You make me feel every emotion possible. We have gone through so much and I am so happy you love me. I'm in bliss when I look down at my left hand. I hate when we fight, it scares me. I don't know what I'd do if you left. I'll be here when you get back, with a ring for your finger, that fits :] We will make it through whatever problem we come upon. As you now know...No matter what happens in the next year I will love you. I am madly in love with you and honestly, no one has made me feel the way you make me feel. No one makes me smile so much, think so much, give me so many butterflies, and whenever I think about our relationship, I smile. I love you darling.