Why Miley Cyrus is the shit

Simply put, she doesn't give a fuck.

How awesome to be that comfortable in your own skin.  Although, she was not always like that.  I am glad she is happy and was able to find herself.

Living with uncertainty

I have been in and out of the doctors for the past few months; I went to the ER in August and they found nothing wrong with me.  I was having difficulty breathing, I was shaking and I was having sharp pain in my chest.  I have given over 10 vials of blood in the past 4 days so they can see what is going on.

I went to they eye doctor Thursday and he said I could have an autoimmune disorder (like crohns or lupus).  I got some lab work done after that and it said there were some issues with my liver and kidneys-consistent with an autoimmune disorder.  Tomorrow I get tested for lupus.

I have never been more scared in my life.  This is manageable; I mean, if I have this then it is not the end of the world.  I think the hardest part is living with this uncertainty; I have a good support system so I am not concerned about that...

The whole thing is just scary...

I'm sorry for breaking your heart

For when I need to move forward

http://www.elephantjournal.com/2015/10/this-time-you-have-to-be-either-all-in-or-all-out-adult/

In the end

All anybody ever wants is to be loved.

You and I

Kitty and I used to wake up to this song every morning; it is so weird not having her on my chest...Ever since she left, I do not listen to this song as much.